Post by emilie on Apr 6, 2013 21:00:07 GMT -5
I don't know why I even try to please my parents. Every time I do somethng wrong, or make a mistake, they go off at me, for hours, telling me pretty much, how I suck and my little brother and sister are going to be a million times better than me and my big sister annie.
Today I stopped cleaning the kitchen because I thought it was done, and 'cause I hurt my finger. My little brother was off playing Minecraft, and my stepmum comes up to me and says "Oh my god emilie, I can't even bear to watch you, get out now! I can't bear to watch you sitting in the kitchen doing nothing whatsoever, I have to tell you everything and you still do nothing!" and so I left and went outside and for the last hour or so all I have heard is them complaining "emilie this, emilie that, blahblahblah" and complaining about me and saying how useless and stupid I am, pretty much.
They won't even let me buy myself a rat, with my own money, and my sister is allowed to have four mice, because she cleans her room occasionally. My sister doesn't even clean out her mouse cage, and all she gives them to eat are these plasticy little pellets, every once in a while, if I remind her to.
My parents literally don't care what happens to me at all D:
I tried to kill myself twice, the first time they complained because they might have to pay a hospital bill, and I covered for them when the nurse asked why I did it, I never told her that it was because they screamed at me for leaving the window open.
The second time, they didn't even notice.
They just like having something to gossip about, and they hate pretty much every living person except my little brother and sister, because Nina is funny, and Booker is smart. Ugh, they don't even look at me as a person with feelings anymore.
Today I stopped cleaning the kitchen because I thought it was done, and 'cause I hurt my finger. My little brother was off playing Minecraft, and my stepmum comes up to me and says "Oh my god emilie, I can't even bear to watch you, get out now! I can't bear to watch you sitting in the kitchen doing nothing whatsoever, I have to tell you everything and you still do nothing!" and so I left and went outside and for the last hour or so all I have heard is them complaining "emilie this, emilie that, blahblahblah" and complaining about me and saying how useless and stupid I am, pretty much.
They won't even let me buy myself a rat, with my own money, and my sister is allowed to have four mice, because she cleans her room occasionally. My sister doesn't even clean out her mouse cage, and all she gives them to eat are these plasticy little pellets, every once in a while, if I remind her to.
My parents literally don't care what happens to me at all D:
I tried to kill myself twice, the first time they complained because they might have to pay a hospital bill, and I covered for them when the nurse asked why I did it, I never told her that it was because they screamed at me for leaving the window open.
The second time, they didn't even notice.
They just like having something to gossip about, and they hate pretty much every living person except my little brother and sister, because Nina is funny, and Booker is smart. Ugh, they don't even look at me as a person with feelings anymore.
